Bored

Ok, well I am kinda bored right now so I thought I might just put something on here so here it is.

My favourite colours are blue, purple and silver.

 

There you go =p

Until next time

 

heartofadragon xx

Tough Year.

As you may or may not know, this year has been extremely difficult for me and my family. In July my Grandad died (R.I.P) after a long and tough fight with cancer. At the same time my Dad was made redundant from work as he was ill. My mother was also made redundant later on due to illness. In August my Great Uncle Roy passed away (R.I.P). Now my mother has been diagnosed with lymphoma which is a form of cancer. So as you could image I am having difficulties at times in dealing with all of this, I find it difficult to remember things, I easily get muddled up and I am now prone to slip into depresive states. So if you see me and Im struggling please just give me a hug or a smile. I’ll post more as the situation continues to unfold.

heartofadragon xx

Well…

Yesterday was a pretty good day despite the actions of some people it was pretty good. I was invited to a BBQ at Ravenstone scout group where we played a game of rounders. It was me, Bagheera, Oliver, Chloe, Tom and his dad against Akela Ruth, Luci, Poppy, Kim, and a couple of others. Akela Ruth’s team scored a respectable 17, however after most of my team had been eliminated it was just me and Bagheera. Together we took our teams score to a massive 36 runs!!!!!!

 

That was so much fun. Huge thanks to Ruth for inviting us x

 

After said game of rounders I ache really badly but its good for building up my muscles so I shouldnt really complain =P.

Poem – It’s Yours

Reaching out with hesitant movements

It searches for the tender touch of another

 

Catching fleeting caresses, they feel unfamiliar

They don’t feel right, so the search continues

 

I want something to feel right but it doesn’t

Still it continues, reaching out to all

 

A gentle nudge and sparks fly between us

Everything begins to feel whole for once

 

A brief time spent but the sparks aren’t there now

The fire that blazed there has grown cold

 

Reaching out left me hurt and broken

Will it ever be the same? I hope so

 

Days, weeks and months pass and the search resumes

Things will be different next time

 

Again, all these fleeting caresses are wrong

They just aren’t right for me

 

Another tentative touch has reached mine

It fills me with a fire and joy like never before

 

Wrapping around each other, a dance of passion

Things are better this time

 

You’ve fixed me, made me complete again

Please don’t break me again

 

Its yours, I’m entrusting it to you

My heart

 

Its yours.

Well…. here goes nothing.

 

Its been a rough few days for me. I’ve broken down into tears. Had my friends mad and upset with me for no real reasons. I seem to be getting ill again and Im just generally struggling. Im coping as best as I can by keeping myself busy. Anything I can do to take my mind off things.

More updates on my condition soon.

 

 Heartofadragon xxx

Howdy!

Hi all, this is my first post on this site. Hopefully I’ll update it every so often (fingers crossed). On here I’ll post my feelings, poems, stories ect so have a read and enjoy x